Tuesday, April 7, 2009

power trip and karma

I just woke up today which seems that I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Everything just seems wrong and I really hate, I hate the world. I am suppose to have a vacation in Boracay or Puerto Galera this Holy week and I have been planning this already together with some friends. I have filed already my two day vacation leave since Wednesday and Thursday is my off anyway but when I checked it today my application is still pending. Pending! My gawd! I have filed that almost two weeks ago and more than two weeks ago which I can no longer remember since its really very very old already like eons of times ago and its still pending, gawd ! Is this some kind of a punishment? I just couldn't imagine that while others are having sex in Galera and Boracay that I would be working. Gawd.
This is really very common here that your leave application is sometimes approve on the last minute. And what would I do with that? The prices for the plane ticket is not just fluctuating every hour but every millisecond and it goes higher and higher every second. A ticket price which I could have get for two thousand would now cost me fifteen thousand pesos. I just wonder why there are a lot of people who wants to feel that they are someone who is very important. If I just don't need the money to support for my school and I would have slap them with my immediate resignation. My blood pressure is really rising right now and I am going ballistic. I don't want to make any decisions that I will regret later on. I really wanna try almost everything right now and if a voodoo doll could make this happen I would have done so but even if I use a barbie doll would do nothing to them. I really hate people who are using their power or position to cause misery on others.
On the other hand I am thinking this might be my karma. A very, very bad karma. When I filed for my leave I put in there that it is for a "religious activity" and I was have second thoughts on that because if you start something with a lie and you are aware of it something not good would surely happen but I wasn't thinking that it would be this bad. I wasn't thinking that it would this worst. Amazingly the worst punishment.

8 comments :

  1. you could look at the karma in another way: you decided to manipulate (in haste) the institution into giving you what you wanted and so it is taking long. it is quite possible (un beknownst to you) that everyone else in the office also filed for leave for a "religious activity" or their assortment of Holy Week vacation spin-language and are also suffering the same delay as management sorts through it all.

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  2. Puerto Galera and Boracay are just soo passe.

    lets go for Pasig River nalang! :D
    why is PUP not in this post? :P

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  3. Lol! That's really frustrating lalo na kung once na inapprove na yung leave mo eh sold out na ang plane ticket or sky rocketing na ang price. Well, ingat na lang sa bakasyon. :p

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  4. too bad... pero hindi ka naman maxadong galet? :-)

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  5. @line of light: yeah, too bad a lot of people are doing "religious activities" this week.
    @herbs: I was really so mad while I wrote this entry, I was thinking of Pup with his face smiling at me but the thought didn't overcrowd my anger towards my leave that is still pending for approval at this very moment.
    @parteeboi: I have learned to control my emotions but sometimes you can't help but burst into anger but I dont want to I might do something that I would regret in the future

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  6. hayy, ako rin. my friends are going to galera and i cannot join them kasi may trabaho ako until wednesday. kainis man, tanggap ko na.

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  7. hahaha. the quotation marks really put a lot of the "activities" of this week into perspective

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  8. i doubt if karma works that way. ang grabe naman ng payback! i hope you get your vacay soon. we all need it.

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