Sunday, July 25, 2010


I've finally decided to have my own ISP. It's been months already that I am abusing my neighbors unsecured connection. I wonder if its just luck or my sense of right judgment is being tested. Everywhere I go I could detect unsecured wireless connections and I have this habit of connecting to them without the owners approval. I know its not right, so my sense of right judgment still works out fine. I know I didn't do the right thing before and so I am trying to correct it little by little. I went to Smart Center today and checked if they have trial offers unfortunately they don't. So once I sign up for a plan, I'm bound to it for the next 24 months. I didn't get it.

So until now, I have decided that I would have to sign up for my own internet connection and pay for it but I could not decide of which one to get. Definitely not globe, my experience with them is so horrible. Not wi-tribe too, though they are honest about their service its just up to you if you don't read your contract. I don't know if the way how to measure the data that you have downloaded is accurate. I know someone who uses Sun Cellular and they said it used to be good - used to be.

Until now I'm still getting my internet connection is still being "sponsored" and I don't know for how long. I don't know who owns the wireless signal that I'm getting and I have no plans of letting them know that their network is unsecured. I think sometimes its better to leave things the way they are.

Friday, July 23, 2010

The Stoning of Soraya M.

I watched The Stoning of Soraya M. today. It's based on a true story. Deeply moving. I could never imagine humans can do such things. We'll I've seen photos of war, their stories and their real stories. Children thrown in the air and being is catched by a bayonet by the Japanese soldiers. That's why sometimes even though it has been long gone I can't help but feel so much hatred against the Japanese and Spanish people of what they had done.

And they have never paid for it. Of course, they could never repay what they have done. I've discovered something new too. I've learned that I am not afraid of death but of dying. If God could only be so kind to give us a button that we can just click anytime and that would end life I would have ended mine already.

Monday, July 12, 2010

glutaphos like peanuts

I went to a language school today and inquired about their classes for Spanish. The victory if Spain in the world cup has added some excitement in me to learn Spanish. I just don't know if it is still useful to learn Spanish nowadays.

First, I would prefer French or Mandarin. French because it is spoken by most people in the elite class if you are in North America and also its one of the major languages used in europe. I would love to learn Mandarin too because looking at how the trend is going a few years from now China would be the next big thing in Asia. I have to be there and take advantage of it. But I think Spanish would be easier to learn. I have listed four languages that I want to know how to speak and write them fluently. I want to learn German, French, Mandarin and Spanish. The thing is I'm scared of what's going to happen to my brain.

Honestly everytime I read a new book or learn something new I am scared that I am overloading my brain. I have this kind of thought that I imagine my brain as a computer and its storage capacity is limited. I still want to live in the next four years that means I still have a lot of things to remember and work on. Shall I eat glutaphos like peanuts?

Monday, July 5, 2010


I so love bananas and after seeing this video I would say that I myself would dedicate a video to banana one of these days. It would be sooo coool.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

I have nothing to do for tonight. I don't want to read anything. I just surf the net. I was browsing to some profiles in Planet Romeo. I am just wondering though if am I just to shallow in terms of what beauty is or do not have the full grasp of what it means or am I looking for a different thing?

There are a lot of people saying that they are straight-acting, good looking and some qualities of a person that every gay is wishing for to have but when I look at their profiles it doesn't show that they have it. I am not good-looking nor do I have the qualities of a god but I know that they don't have it too.

Is this what we call false advertisement or what? Or am I just too judgmental and was never really looking that hard enough? Some of them are even more fabulous looking compared to Lady Gaga in full make-up. Or I guess I just don't know what straight acting means these days and also the word good looking has a now a different meaning. I must be very old already. Time has changed so fast. Words have different meanings now.