I woke up at twelve noon today which I consider unusual since my regular day starts at five in the afternoon. After that experience when I come to appreciate of how nice it is to walk in daylight I seem to look forward for that experience again. I went out for a little walk and look for a place to eat. On my way home I have noticed this two ladies asking for alms, they are about in their early 60's. I didn't really like giving them and I have to many things to worry about myself that I am not able to afford to look into their troubles, I have so much for myself already.
Once when I was with a friend inside a cab there was this beggars that keep on knocking on the window. I told her that I felt pity on them but I don't usually give them any. I said that if society keeps on giving them then they won't stop asking for alms. I am thinking that if nobody would provide their needs then they will work to meet their ends everyday. If we keep pity on them for their situation giving their needs would make it worst. Some of these people doesn't even have good manners and some if you are in deep trouble wouldn't even mind helping you.
But when I met these two old ladies today, I felt that my judgments were clouded with my emotions. I went to the nearest food store and bought something for them. I hope that my action didn't tolerate their actions. I hope that I have done the right thing to them. While others are sitting in an air conditioned place eating their lunch they are out there in the middle of a very hot day asking for alms and they haven't eaten yet. I hope that my action would not lead to another mistake.