I just woke up today which seems that I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Everything just seems wrong and I really hate, I hate the world. I am suppose to have a vacation in Boracay or Puerto Galera this Holy week and I have been planning this already together with some friends. I have filed already my two day vacation leave since Wednesday and Thursday is my off anyway but when I checked it today my application is still pending. Pending! My gawd! I have filed that almost two weeks ago and more than two weeks ago which I can no longer remember since its really very very old already like eons of times ago and its still pending, gawd ! Is this some kind of a punishment? I just couldn't imagine that while others are having sex in Galera and Boracay that I would be working. Gawd.
This is really very common here that your leave application is sometimes approve on the last minute. And what would I do with that? The prices for the plane ticket is not just fluctuating every hour but every millisecond and it goes higher and higher every second. A ticket price which I could have get for two thousand would now cost me fifteen thousand pesos. I just wonder why there are a lot of people who wants to feel that they are someone who is very important. If I just don't need the money to support for my school and I would have slap them with my immediate resignation. My blood pressure is really rising right now and I am going ballistic. I don't want to make any decisions that I will regret later on. I really wanna try almost everything right now and if a voodoo doll could make this happen I would have done so but even if I use a barbie doll would do nothing to them. I really hate people who are using their power or position to cause misery on others.
On the other hand I am thinking this might be my karma. A very, very bad karma. When I filed for my leave I put in there that it is for a "religious activity" and I was have second thoughts on that because if you start something with a lie and you are aware of it something not good would surely happen but I wasn't thinking that it would be this bad. I wasn't thinking that it would this worst. Amazingly the worst punishment.