I was busy working when a co-worker asked me if I do believe in destiny. I said that yes, at some point I could feel that there are things that are beyond our control just like for example the place your were born or your parents. If there was no thing such as destiny we should be given the oppurtunity to choose our nationality or our relatives but these are things which we can't control. So I guess, it must be destiny then. But I told her that aside from that mostly the reason why you are where you are right now is because of the decision that you've made in the past. The reason why you are reading this little boring blog of mine because you have decided to clicked the link for example. We shape our future in some case I believe that there is a little part where destiny is involved.
I am having these thoughts today while thinking if I would enroll myself this coming semester. Working and studying at the same time is really very hard for me. There are those sleepless hours and I can't compromise my performance at work or else I have nothing to eat and can't go to school either. But on the hand I would waste the entire semester just to relax. That isn't right. According to investors the best investment is education. Invest in your self for that is something that can't be taken away from you. I am just confused right now. I sometimes sleep in jeepneys when I go to school just to take a nap for about 15 minutes or more depends on the traffic. I sometimes want to surrender and my body is very tired already but at the end of the day when I lay on bed I have no regrets of the decisions that I have made. My friends said that I am very thin already that is why I am considering of not enrolling this semester then just continue after. I am still thinking though and weighing things, a time lost is never regained.