I don't know if I its the news that I'm hearing everyday or what but it seems that I am getting more pessimistic as each day passes by. Its just a month that I have started online dating and I think its going nowhere and my efforts are useless. The guy that I have been exchanging emails with to the point that I have to buy a dual-sim phone for convenience that I don't have to carry two phones sent me messages but all means nothing. He would just send me an email or an sms for us to meet and have sex. I have nothing against sex. I love having sex but maybe not as much as he do. I am looking for someone to be in a relationship and not a sex buddy. I think it is hard to find these today and that keeps me wondering why. A lot of people are looking for love but why is it that most are after for sex. I am dreaming of having a partner where we could walk in the park and eat cotton candy and chase the doves but that seems to be impossible to happen nowadays aside from there are only a few doves left here but have been caught by some people are transformed into a delicious meal.
What has happened to most people and why is it that most of them are after for sex. It only last for an hour and after that its gone while love last longer than that and it would even endure centuries and eons of times may pass but love will definitely endure.